Log

I used to think I was following a plan. Then I realized I’d mostly been running on momentum, studying, coding, doing, without really asking why. At some point, I stopped feeling in charge of my own path; everything became reaction. A reaction to schedules, deadlines, expectations.
Lately, I’ve been trying to rebuild some structure. To slow down, learn on purpose, and make sense of where all this effort is actually going. This log is part of that process,a way to connect the dots between theory and practice, body and mind, direction and doubt.
It’s how I’m trying to turn scattered effort into something deliberate again.